The Beginning.

The last time I had a blog was 9th grade. I remember writing about my despairs over my 16 year old boyfriend, and my boredom with classes. I'm sure in 10 years I'll be saying this about my life right now, but if only I knew how easy I had it! For the past year and half my life has been a roller coaster of emotions. Besides leaving my graduating class and becoming one of 5,000 freshman at the Ohio State University, I also "fell in love" with an asshole that treated me like shit for the majority of our relationship. I was cheated on, put down, and I hung on like no other. Believe it or not, HE eventually called it quits. Now for the past 2 months I've been dealing with heartbreak, rejection, and the fear of moving out of parents house and having to comfort myself. So here I am. With the ups and downs I am experiencing, I believe writing out my emotions and experiences will help me further understand and manage my own feelings and maybe even improve the negative thoughts that are constantly running through my head. Let's hope this works!